`Rawr.

Friday, August 31, 2007

10:35 PM

aargh,
blogger got some irritating prob,
cant upload pictures...
nvm, i'll do so tml.
hehe :DD

真的真得很开心.
谢谢^^V

10:14 PM

ahh.
today super boring lahhs.
teacher's day celebration,
bored to death!
but the surprise gave to mr ong was still
the highlight of the day!! hehe:DD
will upload pictures later!

anyway, went aaron hse play mahjong for awhile!
hehes.
den went back to pri sch with yihui and guangliang...
guoming joined us later on.
hehe.
my friends said i changed alot.
they say im pretty>.<
shyshy. hahas...

ps guangliang, yihui and guoming.
went out to watch ratatouille
hehe.
went bishan watch watch.
saw many ppl, malu lahs.
the food in the show seem so nice,
wna eat it lorhs. lalalas.

很惊讶,你竟然会和我说话
很开心,因为这是我们分手后,
第一次说那么多活.
第一次你主动和我说话.
很开心,可能今天,我睡不着了.
非常非常开心

Thursday, August 30, 2007

7:05 PM

http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

go to this website. hahas:D
GOOD TEST!!!

5:24 PM

今天看到他手机里的简讯
很奇妙的,我看到了你的名字
突然觉得好陌生
回忆开始在我脑海里漂浮着
眼泪很快的集合在眼睛里,
但我却没让它留下来,
我的心再哭了,
很不想放弃,
好不容易得来的, 就快要彻彻底底的没有了.
但是没有办法,
只好让时间帮我忘了他.

went home on my own today!
hehes.
it was raining luhh DD:
den nicholas help me look for cab:))
thanks loads luhh!
cab fee quite cheap luhh. :DD
$4.80 only lorhs.

there's this lady who is so grateful to me.
hahas.
she still help me open the door lorhs.
cause she was suppose to go to airport
den no cab...
and i came in time!!
hehe... den she very happy lorhs.

im drenched larhs.
aargh. walk in the rain was kinda--- fun.
hehe.

mum is cooking my fav stuffs for dinner!!
yeah :DD
im gna eat hell load!
and be fatfat. hahas. XP

4:03 PM

~~i dont have super antibiotics in me alright?~~
i need time...
im not like you.
i cant just walk away and think that your are transparent.
i cant just sleep and forget everything that had once happen.
i cant just look away and think that you are not there.
i cant just forget you and think we never knew.
why cant i just forget you?
why cant all this things happen?
maybe i wont feel so sad, if this could happen.
because, you could do all this,
you can take it as im transparent.
you can still carry on life as per normal.
i cant, im not that un-emotional.
when you look in my direction,
you would quickly look away,
am i really that scary?
cause it seems as if,
every sight of me can make u lose your appetite for the whole day.
sometimes i really duno what i should do.
because the way you look away, makes my heart bleed once again.
maybe no one would noe,
im such a cheerful girl in school, but no one really understands me
im actually trying very hard, everyday trying to "act high"
the more hyper i get, the more im wanting to hide some stuffs.
if you people really think i have moved on,
while, to be frank, im moving slower than a snail.
i guess it will really take forever to do so.
because, i love you the most.
and you, hurt me the most.
if i were to cry my heart out,
singapore would be flooded.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

6:37 PM

nicholas kana sack lerhs.
:((
aww...
sack jiu sack.
that b***h still go humiliate him.
father underwear catch kingkong luhhs.
**junchai knows what it means. hehe!
idiot idiot idiot.
lucky my qin ai de nvr get any humiliation.
or i will ask a whole bunch of ppl to go
da xiao ren. hahas.

idiot luhhs. pissed off.
ugh.

class nowadays so noisy...
finally noe how it feels like,
when u wna study but u cant.
this seldom happens to me okayys!
lols.

noisy till mr fam didnt have time to go through,
my question.
grrrrrrrrr...

the scratch on my leg becoming redder and redder lerhs.
so pain so pain...
and i still use dettol to bathe.
aargh.

ive got a fiery temper today.
and it's the first time too.
boy,i cant let you go.

6:22 PM

told by mr ho to do movie review on brave heart!
hahas.
anyway, real boring day today.
wanted to be real gentle...
but kinda tough.
hehe.
but i still managed to, i suppose?
no vulgarities for me today :):)
hurray!! hurray!!
that's some encouragement i give myself,
for turning back to my normal self.
anyway, maybe after sept holidays,
i might be different, as in, different...
i suppose?

lack of confidence.
aargh. everything seems so intimidating to me.
yikes!! >.<

mr fam and xinhui helped in my maths test today!!
and i got serious pa jiao eye prob.
hehe, cause i cant spot even simple calculation error.
hahas. o.o"

the test is cheam-ology.
hehe. cause i only managed to get 2 ans corrrect.
on my own, out of 4...
so it's half half lorhhs. XPP

when will my tears break free?
there's still a million things, i have yet to say.
things are intimidating nowadays.
those stolen glances i was had.
____, i still want them now.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

5:17 PM

nicholas and i. hahas. at ikea!!!

my 1000 hearts :)

the different colours...

my sotong!!!

cute:))

siying nic and i!!!

the glass bottle that i bought, which is too small.

siying and i... hehe, im still eating while taking this pic. hehe.

didi and i :DD

we love sausage. hahas. dont think dirty >.<

there's a million things to say to you.

4:39 PM

so hell vulgar,
dun mess around with me,
or all my "idioms" will come out real, smoothly.
hahas. not i want de lahs.
but... i cant help it.
felt weird this few days. D:

only attended 3 periods of lesson yesterday
and 4 periods today.
total slack!!!
hoho, i get 70 for english :DD

RAINING AND RAINING.
felt super idiot today.
sat at canteen waited for yj nic and gm they all,
den josiah said i was lonely
and said i look like im crying, hahas.
he wanted to talk to me, den luqman said,
dun go flirt larh, den he nvr,
but when he wna come over,
timmy was already talking to me.
haha.
ohya! i accidentally scratched my upper thighs,
and it's bleeding luhh!
next time sure got scar de lorhs. D:
grr, super pain, it bled leis.

my jar is not BIG enough,
to contain my 1000 hearts
so sad, need to buy new one, again...
ugh!

&& fine fine fine.
i still cant get over it.
happy now?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

5:22 PM

hehes.

i love him.still

4:01 PM

sorry if i disappoint you.
but,

im not superwoman
give me time; please.

1:55 PM

gaga.
i miss him.
as in, him.
not that him, but him.
DD:

get it?

他受伤,

我的心也痛.

i really really still.

1:35 PM

popcorn!! :DD movie essentials.

the octopuses.

the ones i bought. super cute right?

yummy!!!

the scenary.... nice.

falling in love with avril lavigne songs.

hehe:))

1:33 PM

icecream make me cry.
believe it or not.

right now, only he understands.

1:01 PM

results are still quite okay.
hahas.
some are above expectation.
and obviously, there are some that is below.
but, overall okay luhhs.
how much can i expect when i nvr study?
staying in the wake till 3am everyday,
study what shit???

hahas, getting way vulgar this few days.
i duno why too...
always hated ppl who speak vulgarities.
but i myself scold ppl with it.
hahas. weird!!

hehe, im so proud of myself!!
i finished 1000 strawhearts.
hehe. say im clever!!
call me shifu :DD
hehe.

watched 881 and secrets yesterday.
secrets not touching de lorhs.
they say i will cry...
when the show end,
i didnt even noe when i should cry!
it's like not sad enough.
881 more touching lorhs.
cause the tears welled up in my eyes,
but i didnt let it down.
hehe. dun wna let him see i cry mahs.

went actioncity in vivo
bought 3 octopus, for me, nic and sy.
hahas. suay suay, i get the pink one.
oh man, this lady here, HATES pink.
hahas. but i duno why i got quite a number of
pink tops. o.O" weird.
after the movie, went to haagen dazs.
ate flower blossom.
hehe, nice nice.
but when ever i put one mouth in,
it's heart wrenching.
D:
cause it reminded me of some stuffs.
den he ask me why i so sad, den i was like, have meh?
hahas.
den we went to walk walk,
watched the night scenary.
nice!! he even wanted to go for the cablecar.
i say he's crazy, cause i was hell broke!
3 octopus, haagen dazs, 2 movies.
in a day!!! who wouldnt?

anyway, there's this idiotic guy in the mrt
he kept wanting to take my picture.
using his 6020, my ex-phone.
and it's on camera function luhhs!!
and keep putting his camera towards my direction.
fcuk luhhs. wanted to go there slap him uhhs.
want to take also clever abit mahs.
take till so obvious.
grr! den lucky many ppl came in and block that irritating guy.
den when i alight at dhoby ghaut, he followed me.
ass hole!
and yupp, keep holding on to his phone.
aargh, den i really angry arhs,
lucky i saw my friend, den he is a guy mah.
den i tell him,
he stared at that guy and that asshole quickly
turn and walk another direction!
woots! thank you... im like hell happy, hurhur.
den that's when im on my way to vivo.

den on my way back,
my parents were out for dinner,
so i had to go home myself.
den he didnt noe i was going home on my own,
so he didnt bring me home.
hahas, anyway,
when i alight from the bus,
there's 2 malay guys said "hi!"
real loud to me, as in real loud,
den i flustered luhh,
duno i should call and wait for my maid there,
go up the overhead bridge,
or walk the other way home.
den i followed one group of ppl to the traffic light to cross.
den they went another way...
so when i was walking,
there's this another guy quickly changed his path.
he crossed the road and walked
towards me at high speed.
im hell scared luhs.
so i ran home. hehes.
and i made a huge detour.
wow, that's hell scary, reached home around 1130,
ALONE.

wow, im brave huh?
hehe.
will upload pictures.
thought of how to tease him on his birthday already.
hahas, and it's real bad.
beware. when guangliang,siying and zhaojie thinks alike,
it's hell. =X

Sunday, August 19, 2007

3:46 PM

the pictures are not really that pretty cause i cant seem to noe the time to press capture

and everytime i press it, the fireworks is half finishing.

aargh :((

but i still love that one with a heart in the middle.

hahas, didnt get a chance to take a picture of it.

but it would forever be etched in my memory! hohoho:D

those pollution...

my bro drenched me while i was on the car.

sucks larhs. den im like wet larh!!! grr.

2:56 PM

went to see fireworks and
watched rush hour 3!! hehes.
actually still wna watch secrets
or 881, or ratatouille or evans almighty.
but marina square only got such limited movies.
and is all super late,
cause we went there after the fireworks.
so it's home sweet home!
there's still some fireworks after everyone left.
i managed to catch a glimpse of it!!
yay.
that's a reward for people that waits.
hahas.
reached home around 11.
and he's like darn _____!
he bought the tickets for rush hour
and says it's the last 2 rows.
hahas, and obviously, im happy.
den when we got in.
we were at the first 2 rows.
aargh, it's like damn near...
and it's full house.
but the show is nice larhs!!!
so damn funny.
watched it in cine...
we argued over which way to walk
i said right and he said left.
den we walked left, it's the wrong way larhs!!
so we made our way back, towards where i said it should be,
den he was like,
"you la! ask you walk this way, still ask me walk another.. hais"
den i was like, what the... and speechless larhs.
knew that i wouldnt win him in talking crap.
saw chloe, den we siam!!
hahas. den after the show,
went taka downstairs eateat.
hehes, and saw my eldest sis and her boyfriend,
den i walk real fast away...
im so lucky man, they didnt see us.
hahas.

have a sudden fetish for tamagotchi now!!
hehes. :DD
nearly got lost
while we were on our way to fireworks.
we were praying so hard not to see anyone we noe,
yet, i saw, chaoyuan and gang.
oh, shit.
that's the worst ever...
hahas. DD:

conclusion for the day:
1. dont let a guy buy movie tickets on his own.
2.never believe a guy's sense of direction,
girls, trust your instincts.
3.we are both DIRECTION IDIOTS!

HAHAS.
many things happened as well.
dont think i should post it up here.
it's not right for me to do so. >.<
hahas.

never had so much fun,
in a day before :DD
thank you so much...

Friday, August 17, 2007

5:20 PM

the emo pic :D

the physician used this to "roast" my hand for an hour!

now he is "roasting" my leg. haha.

it's swollen.

hell pain luhhs. DD:

4:16 PM

hohoho.
helped anna with her blog.
hahas.
so tired :((

history dun have time to finish,
my hand hurts like hell
aargh, DD:

my neck aches right now.
hais...
waiting for him to finish playing
so we can message...
grr, i noe it's gna be hell long.
and i have to wait, hell long too.
:((

today's weather is superb man..
i love it
:DD
hahas, hope he doesnt fall.
see, im a good person hahas!
and yet he scolds me a ***!
how can?? >.<

ohya we made fun of yihui and aaron during recess time.
hell funny!!!
lols. everyone were laughing their ass off,
because of siying yuki and i.
hahas,
we have great imaginations!
woo-hoo~ ^^V

i passed emaths
and chinese...
surely, confirm, guarantee + chopchopchop,
i fail chemistry.
hahas.

finally found that long lost feeling.

sometimes i feel so happy,

yet sometimes i feel so sad.

and nothing seems to make me happy,

because i cant seem to find someone better.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

11:47 AM

im going to be a pig now!!
hell bored...
except for his messages
or i think im already sleeping.
hahas.

ZZZZZ

11:34 AM

feeling the pinch.
because im deleting them bit by bit now.
all nine hundred over, 967.

do you want it back?

11:12 AM

it's been some time since i felt this.
the messages are like long,
many questions,
not having me to think of them..
we never had short replies.

i didnt noe just by doing so,
my day would be brighten up in many ways.
didnt noe i was so easy to feel,
satisfied. >.<

it's time for me to be a big girl now.
and big girls dont cry.

10:11 AM

long time since im online
been sleeping for less than 4 hours is 3 consecutive days.
hell tired.
can get really pissed off easily now.
gna fail combine science le luhs. :((

ss didnt really finish my paper.
i was so flustered luhs.
my phone nearly got confiscated.
oh great.
so i didnt finish it.

came home right after sci paper hahas.
den use com for awhile.
ppl thought i skip school -_-"
how can? im such a good girl cann?
i lost so many marks for chem.
grr.

went to see chinese physician yesterday.
got mc...
and he said i hurt my both wrists.
and my right hand more serious.
he wanted to to acupuncture.
but im scared of needles...
so it was change into another thing.
he "roasted" my hand for an hour before messaging it.
and it hurts hell loads.
my hand was swollen after that...
:((

its time i move on.

it's time i should let things go.

if you think im happy;

well, think again.

going to my uncle wake again.

today's his last day. D:

actually i was kinda happy today.

cause it's been so long since i received a message in the morning.

and i received it today.

oh man, i feel treasured again.

hahas.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

8:07 PM

i wna watch
不能说的秘密
but who can watch it with me?
i really want to watch it.
real much.

even watching movies now is such a chore.
because finding ppl to go
is as hard as asking a monk to eat meat.
i noe that's a bad example,
but i cant think of any....

7:45 PM

~~i'd finally noe~~
~~why i didnt cry yesterday.~~
maybe i was trying to
keep myself occupied the whole day.
maybe i was just
trying to bluff myself all along.
even mosquito bites now reminds me of him.
i really need a shoulder right now,
but who can lend it to me?
why when it comes to my relatives, i cant cry.
but why when it comes to him.
i cried again. not wanting to.
i nearly vomited,
by stuffing food down my body,
i cant possibly just eat 1 meal a day.
i noe he isnt worth my tears.
maybe when im with him,
i only see things i didnt have
instead of things i had.
maybe im a walking example of this phrase
失去后才学会珍惜.
because even now,
how i wish i could tell someone what im feeling,
~~but i have no one to turn to.~~

7:18 PM

i hate year 2007.

aargh.
was in the hospital for the whole day.
my uncle died at 4 plus today.
he said before,
i was his favourite niece.
but when i reach there today,
he couldnt talk anymore.
and that was the first time i visited him.
because my mum didnt want to bring me there.
today was also the first day he was like that,
he could talk really well yesterday.

his wife stood by him through all these.
all his illnesses.
too much to mention.
although he is unlucky to contract so many diseases,
but he is lucky enough to have a wife to stand by him all these years.
perhaps thats called true love?
having someone to go through thick and thin with,
is a real blessing.

i was really sad today.
i really wanted to cry.
but tears just wouldnt fall...
is it because i have use them all?
hahas, i know that's crap.

i wanted to tell him about this.
i typed out the message,
as i was about to send it,
something struck me,
we are different already...
he lead his life while i lead mine.
even if i tell him, he wouldnt care.
in the hospital, when they cried,
they had someone to turn to,
while i? none.
i really mean none.

i really hate 2007.
my grandpa passed on,
my auntie passed on
now,
my uncle...
over a year, my family tree seem to cut down by alot.
future gatherings would be much quieter now.

Friday, August 10, 2007

6:06 PM

ben and yj meet me to talk talk.
maybe they think that i needed someone.
but actually,
i would rather face it alone.
but since they are here...
so i just talk lorhs.

everywhere i go today is ever so scary.
everywhere is his initials.
the cars, buildings, shops...
how scary.
in just one day, i see the same type of car,
for like more than 10 times i think?
even my sister noticed it too.
she was like, "why today so many this car arhs?"

anyway, i didnt cry for the whole day.
hahas... big big improvement.
:DD

something real funny happened today.
i was in my dad's car.
den i happened to look out of the window,
and there was this guy cycling by the pavement.
and somehow, our vision collided
and...
he fell!!! omg. it's hell funny.
hahas. my dad saw that too...

mr lee asked me to take pictures for his
creative writing competition...
the theme is secrets.
hahas.
den actually i thought we were just needed to
write secrets on a paper.
like how he say....
den he suddenly took out his camera
and say we were gna take pictures.
i wna back out larhs!!!
omg. grr...
and he say cannot. >.<
not fair luhs. D:
den now my pictures are all over school.
duno why he will choose me larhs.
super sian luh.
malu**

4:21 PM

hahas.
feeling hell much better today.
hahas... duno why?
i dun really feel sad anymore. >.<
hehe.

im in my dad's office now...
studying and using com.
but more to using com... xp

thought about it in the car just now.
find that ive gotten over most of it.
dont know how...
but i somehow think it's like that,
didnt noe it was so easy,
and it's moving so smoothly.
woots!! im happy luhhs.
actually dun really find a diff
between attached and single

perhaps my partner didnt let me feel attached bahs.
hohoho.
didnt like it when i was with him,
but now, i must really thank him...
because if he didnt do so,
it wouldnt be so easy to put the past behind.
perhaps if he didnt do so,
i might still be tearing...

Thursday, August 09, 2007

10:30 PM

sleeping was the best thing before.
but it became a torture to me now.
who would like to sleep in a wet pillow,
with your mind full of things?
who would?
and with tears on your face and flu blocking your nose.
this is how im feeling when im sleeping.
suddenly it feels as if the world stop revolving.
i can hear the air conditioner clearly.
i've never felt this before.
suddenly i felt so cold.
i felt so lonely.

i didnt noe,
the change was so much.
if sorry could help,
i wouldnt be tearing like hell.

8:50 PM

watched the fireworks on tv.
they are pretty,
but it would still be better
if i were there to watch it with him.
but nvm, its over.
ive got to accept the fact.

thanks everybody that had consoled me.
those words really helped.
dont worry ppl,
im a strong girl. :)

now that i noe,
我们的爱情经不起那么小的考验.

5:10 PM

dont know what am i feeling right now.
its my fault.
its all my fault.

im too stupid.
no one can understand me right now.
cause i cant even understand myself.

if only i could cry my heart out,
with no restrictions.
if i could...
i would.

45 days.
didnt noe those days gave u so much trouble.
didnt noe it would hurt u that much.
but why, do you always keep things to yourself.
if only you didnt...
if only, i was clever enough to understand.

i was doing so, cause i cant understand u.
i duno what you want.
i wanted to noe more about u.
but i cant.

我已经哭到累了
但是眼泪还在流
无法控制的情绪
都要用到第三盒纸巾了
但是乎还留不完
眼睛都酸了
眼睛也肿了
肚子一点也不饿
昨晚一点也睡不好
一闭上眼睛就是我们的回忆
一整晚帧头都是湿的.
我好累...好想睡
不知为什么我会如此的伤心.
虽然我们在一起不是很久
只是45天.
但是回忆是最深刻的
在一起的时光如此甜蜜
第一次被摔的感觉不好受
更何况是我最爱的人
你伤了我最深

好想看今晚的烟花
但是不知道我会哭着看还是笑着看
烟花是我最喜欢的东西
因为它能让我快乐
但看着路上的情人
又会给我一阵寂寞与悲伤的感觉
因为我失恋了.

好伤心,好伤心
我现在的心情你又了解吗?
你留给我的疤,还有多久才能淡化?

我不要你走,丢下我一个人
但如果这样你的日子会比较好过,
我也就认了吧.
这是我选的路我应该承担.
对不起如果我伤害到你,我不是有意的.
希望你能够了解.

i cant seem to do anything right now,
cause everything i do, reminds me of you.

4:26 PM

旋风似的光阴 ,
流水般的恋情是许多少年感慨的常言道 .
光阴似箭这句老土的话却极有代表性 ,
它是人们常说的熟语 .
最近这话也成了我的口头禅 , 没错 ,
我是在感叹光阴走得太快 ,
一点也不留恋地走着 .
钟表上滴答滴答的时针瞬间走了好几回 ,
不曾停顿 .
回忆也因为时间的流逝而堆积得更多了 .
那么多的回忆 , 那么深的感觉 ,
那么甜的爱一直还在我脑海 , 久久无法忘怀 .
坐在窗边 , 看着我们的当年 ,
一切刻骨的都过了 , 留下来的只剩无奈与悲哀 .
你会如何回忆我 ? 带着笑或是很沉默 ?
我猜 , 无奈的笑似乎要让我知道 ,
上瘾了的爱太难戒掉 . 不知道你有什么好 ,
也不晓得为何你能让我忘不掉 ,
但我却清楚喜欢上你的好 .
谢谢曾经带给我回忆的你 ,
即使甜蜜中掺带着一些苦意 , 我仍然感激 ...
感激你曾带给我的欢笑 , 甚至是泪滴 ,
一切一切的好与坏 . 不管明天还在不在 ,
你仍然会是我不变的关怀 ,
记得不要难过 , 我会心痛 ....

3:50 PM

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

6:30 PM

our class got really high during the celebration.
hahas.
didnt noe it could be so fun.
but there's something troubling me.

anyway,
i've forgotten him already :))
great? should be bahs.
when i really tried so hard.
hahas.
my effort paid off :DD

im like so happy now?
am i suppose to?

watching the guys swim at gm's after the celebration.
and got to knew an earth breaking secret,
which siying and i cant believe!
hahas.

the guys are tiko luhhs. :[[
go swim swim see chio bu.
hahas.
lucky junchai wasnt one of them:))
and that girl was my senior...
she saw me in the toilet and smiled at me.
she still remembered me ehhs.

den it was boring...
so siying nic and i find it boring and decided to go back to hub.
nic made that nebo membership.
i want it too >.<

so hell tired.
yihui looks nice today :]]
everybody looks nice when they dress up. :))

that shall be it.
curb all temptations :)
im going to skip dinner tonight.

if this is what you want,

den let it be.

im exhausted.

6:24 PM

ive so much cravings nowadays.
ohno.
hahas.

1. yoghurt.
2.ang ku kueh
3. dumplings soup.
4.pringles.
5.mentos.
6.maggi mee.
7.campbell soup.
8. cheese.
9.ice cream.
10.ham.

how i wish i can eat them down all at one go.
hahas.
im going to be fat. =X
haha. so diet diet.

im back to that diet again.
haha, i can just eat recess and nothing else for the whole day...
just drinking plain water would be good enough :)
that scary dieting routine,
is bound to make me weak.
but since no one cares about it anymore,
i wont too.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

6:45 PM

went to qin ai de's house.
something happened on the way,
and it's hell funny.

she lend me her jeans!
can you imagine?
im actually wearing jeans! yikes. **
the first time i wore it,
it seemed like its gna tear.
so damn tight larhs.
hahas, den after afew more tries den it's looser.

didnt noe how she squeeze into that jeans.
and i asked her...
den she said that was the jeans she bought
sec2 starting of the year. o.0"
she didnt told me earlier luhhs.

if my mum werent that inconsiderate
and lend my jeans to cousin.
i wouldnt have to wear that!!
my levis... :[[
im starting to miss it though.
hahas.

but thanks anyway,
you saved my life. ^^V

i dun understand you at all.

what are you actually thinking right now?

Friday, August 03, 2007

8:11 PM

oh no...
wednesday have to wear red.
aargh, hate it luhhs.
cause i dun have! :(

den cannot wear sch u...
very sian ehs.
aargh!!!
why red? i seriously prefer white!
grr. troublesome!

considering skipping school.
since no lessons on that day...

7:25 PM

yay.

i finally cut my hair!!

woots:)

after like darn long?

hehe.

happyhappy.

thanks timmy;

for helping us smuggle the drinks up.

hehes. :):)

denis showed me some sec1 taf club pictures.

i shall upload them! :)

cute luhhs >.<

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

7:15 PM

this cant be happening.
aargh.

what am i actually feeling right now?
**shouts**
im hell pissed right now?
i duno why...
am i suppose to? or im over suspicious.

我很烦!!!
cause there's no one for me to talk to now.

im so guai today...
hahas, i did homework!!
and i go home right after school.
lalalas, im a good girl! hahas.
and i got 2 scratches from the bus.
aaargh. total suay-ness.
shouldnt have gone home on my own.

still haven eat anything,
except for recess which i didnt finish eating.
no appetite luhhs.

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